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  Others were rising, too. Many had faces which were slack or congealed with an icy wonder. Some looked fearful. Their eyes were wide and rolling; their chests rose and fell swiftly; their breaths hissed out. Some were shaking as if an icy wind had swept over them, though the air was pleasantly warm.

  The strange thing, the really alien and frightening thing, was the almost complete silence. Nobody said a word; there was only the hissing of breaths of those near him, a tiny slap as a man smacked himself on his leg; a low whistling from a woman.

  Their mouths hung open, as if they were about to say something.

  They began moving about, looking into each other's faces, sometimes reaching out to lightly touch another. They shuffled their bare feet, turned this way, turned back the other way, gazed at the hills, the trees covered with the huge vividly colored blooms, the lichenous and soaring mountains, the sparkling and green river, the mushroom-shaped stones, the straps and the gray metallic containers.

  Some felt their naked skulls and their faces.

  Everybody was encased in a mindless motion and in silence.

  Suddenly, a woman began moaning. She sank to her knees, threw her head and her shoulders back, and she howled. At the same time, far down the riverbank, somebody else howled.

  It was as if these two cries were signals. Or as if the two were double keys to the human voice and had unlocked it.

  The men and women and children began screaming or sobbing or tearing at their faces with their nails or beating themselves on their breasts or falling on their knees and lifting their hands in prayer or throwing themselves down and trying to bury their faces in the grass as if, ostrich-like, to avoid being seen, or rolling back and forth, barking like dogs or howling like wolves.

  The terror and the hysteria gripped Burton. He wanted to go to his knees and pray for salvation from judgment. He wanted mercy. He did not want to see the blinding face of God appear over the mountains, a face brighter than the sun. He was not as brave and as guiltless as he had thought. Judgment would be so terrifying, so utterly final, that he could not bear to think about it.

  Once, he had had a fantasy about standing before God after he had died. He had been little and naked and in the middle of a vast plain, like this, but he had been all alone. Then God, great as a mountain, had strode toward him And he, Burton, had stood his ground and defied God.

  There was no God here, but he fled anyway. He ran across the plain, pushing men and women out of the way, running around some, leaping over others as they rolled on the ground. As he ran, he howled, `No! No! No!' His arms windmilled to fend off unseen terrors. The cylinder strapped to his wrist whirled around and around.

  When he was panting so that he could no longer howl, and his legs and arms were hung with weights, and his lungs burned, and his heart boomed, he threw himself down under the first of the trees.

  After a while, he sat up and faced toward the plain. The mob noise had changed from screams and howls to a gigantic chattering. The majority were talking to each other, though it did not seem that anybody was listening. Burton could not hear any of the individual words. Some men and women were and kissing as if they had been acquainted is their previous lives, and now were holding each other to reassure each other of their identities and of their reality.

  There were a number of children in the great crowd. Not one was under five years of age, however. Like their elders, their heads were hairless. Half of them were weeping, rooted to one spot. Others, also crying out, were running back and forth, looking into the faces above them, obviously seeking their parents.

  He was beginning to breathe more easily. He stood up and turned around. The tree under which he was standing was a red pine (sometimes wrongly called a Norway pine) about two hundred feet tall. Beside it was a tree of a type he had never sees. He doubted that it had existed on Earth. (He was sure that he was not on Earth, though he could not have given any specific reasons at that moment.) It had a thick, gnarled blackish trunk and many thick branches bearing triangular six-feet-long leaves, green with scarlet facings. It was about three hundred feet high. There were also trees that looked like white and black oaks, firs, Western yew, and Lodgepole pine.

  Here and there were clumps of tall bamboo-like plants, and everywhere that there were no trees or bamboo was a grass about three feet high. There were no animals in sight. No insects and no birds. He looked around for a stick or a club. He did not have the slightest idea what was on the agenda for humanity, but if it was left unsupervised or uncontrolled it would soon be reverting to its normal state. Once the shock was over, the people would be looking out for themselves, and that meant that some would be bullying others.

  He found nothing useful as a weapon. Then it occurred to him that the metal cylinder could be used as a weapon. He banged it against a tree. Though it had little weight, it was extremely hard.

  He raised the lid, which was hinged inside at one end. The hollow interior had six snap-down rings of metal, three on each side and spaced so that each could hold a deep cup or dish or, rectangular container of gray metal. All the containers were empty. He closed the lid. Doubtless he would find out in time the function of the cylinder was.

  Whatever else had happened, resurrection had not resulted in bodies of fragile misty ectoplasm. He was all bone and blood and flesh.

  Though he still felt somewhat detached from reality, as if he had been disengaged from the gears of the world, he was emerging from his shock.

  He was thirsty. He would have to go down and drink from the river and hope that it would not be poisoned. At this thought, he grinned wryly, and stroked his upper lip. His finger felt disappointed. That was a curious reaction, he thought, and then he remembered that his thick moustache was gone. Oh, yes, he had hoped that the river water would not be poisoned. What a strange thought! Why should the dead be brought back to life only to be killed again? But he stood for a long while under the tree. He hated to go back through that madly talking, hysterically sobbing crowd to reach the river. Here, away from the mob, he was free from much of the terror and the panic and the shock that covered them like a sea. If he ventured back, he would be caught up in their emotions again.

  Presently, he saw a figure detach itself from the naked throng and walk toward him. He saw that it was not human.

  It was then that Burton was sure that this Resurrection Day was not the one which any religion had stated would occur. Burton had not believed in the God portrayed by the Christians, Moslems, Hindus, or any faith. In fact, he was not sure that he believed in any Creator whatsoever. He had believed in Richard Francis Burton and a few friends. He was sure that when he died, the world would cease to exist.

  Chapter 4

  * * *

  Waking up after death, in this valley by this river, he had been powerless to defend himself against the doubts that existed is every man exposed to as early religious conditioning and to as adult society which preached its convictions at every chance.

  Now, seeing the alien approach, he was sure that there was some other explanation for this event than a supernatural one. There was a physical, a scientific, reason for his being here; he did not have to resort to Judeo- Christian- Moslem myths for cause.

  The creature, it, he – it undoubtedly was a male – was a biped about six feet eight inches tall. The pink-skinned body was very thin; there were three fingers and a thumb on each hand and four very long and thin toes on each foot. There were two dark red spots below the male nipples on the chest. The face was semi-human. Thick black eyebrows swept down to the cheekbones and flared out to cover them with a brownish down. The sides of his nostrils were fringed with a thin membrane about a sixteenth of an inch long. The thick pad of cartilage on the end of his nose was deeply cleft. The lips were thin, leathery, and black. The ears were lobe-less and the convolutions within were non-human. His scrotum looked as if it contained many small testes.

  He had seen this creature floating in the ranks a few rows away is that nightmare place.


  The creature stopped a few feet away, smiled, and revealed quite human teeth. He said, `I hope you speak English. However, I can speak with same fluency in Russian, Mandarin Chinese, or Hindustani.' Burton felt a slight shock, as if a dog or an ape had spoken to him.

  `You speak Midwestern American English,' he replied. `Quite well, too. Although too precisely.' 'I thank you; the creature said. `I followed you because you seemed the only person with enough sense to get away from that chaos. Perhaps you have some explanation for this . . . what do you call it? . . . resurrection?' `No more than you,' Burton said. `In fact, I don't have any explanation for your existence, before or after resurrection.' The thick eyebrows of the alien twitched, a gesture which Burton was to find indicated surprise or puzzlement.

  `No? That is strange. I would have sworn that not one of the six billion of Earth's inhabitants had not heard of or seen me on TV.'

  `TV?'

  The creature's brows twitched again. `You don't know what TV. . .' His voice trailed, then he smiled again. `Of course, how stupid of me! You must have died before I came to Earth!

  'When was that?' The alien's eyebrows rose (equivalent to a human frown as Burton would find), and he said slowly, `Let's see. I believe it was, in your chronology, A.D. 2002. When did you die?'

  `It must have been in A.D. 1890,' Burton said. The creature had brought back his sense that all this was not real. He ran his tongue around his mouth; the back teeth he had lost when the Somali spear ran through his cheeks were now replaced. But he was still circumcised, and the men on the riverbank – most of whom had been crying out in the Austrian- German, Italian, or the Slovenian of Trieste – were also circumcised. Yet, in his time, most of the males in that area would have been uncircumcised.

  `At least,' Burton added, `I remember nothing after October 20, 1890.'

  'Aab!' the creature said. `So, I left my native planet approximately 200 years before you died. My planet? It was a satellite of that star you Terrestrials call Tau Ceti. We placed ourselves in suspended animation, and, when our ship approached your sun, we were automatically thawed out, and . . . but you do not know what I am talking about?'

  `Not quite. Things are happening too fast. I would like to get details later. What is your name?'

  `Monat Grrautut. Yours?'

  `Richard Francis Burton at your service.' He bowed slightly and smiled. Despite the strangeness of the creature and some repulsive physical aspects, Burton found himself warming to him.

  `The late Captain Sir Richard Francis Burton,' he added. `Most recently Her Majesty's Consul in the Austro- Hungarian port of Trieste.'

  `Elizabeth?'

  `I lived in the nineteenth century, not the sixteenth.'

  `A Queen Elizabeth reigned over Great Britain in the twentieth century,' Monat said.

  He turned to look toward the riverbank.

  `Why are they so afraid? All the human beings I met were either sure that there would be no afterlife or else that they would get preferential treatment in the hereafter.'

  Burton grinned and said, `Those who denied the hereafter are sure they're in Hell because they denied it. Those who knew they would go to Heaven are shocked, I would imagine, to find themselves naked. You see, most of the illustrations of our afterlives showed those in Hell as naked and those in Heaven as being clothed. So, if you're resurrected bare-ass naked, you must be in Hell.'

  `You seem amused,' Monat said.

  `I wasn't so amused a few minutes ago,' Burton said. `And I'm shaken. Very shaken. But seeing you here makes me think that things are not what people thought they would be. They seldom are. And God, if He's going to make an appearance, does not seem to be in a hurry about it. I think there's an explanation for this, but it won't match any of the conjectures I knew on Earth.'

  `I doubt we're on Earth,' Monat said. He pointed upward with long slim fingers which bore thick cartilage pads instead of nails.

  He said, `If you look steadily there, with your eyes shielded, you can see another celestial body near the sun. It is not the moon.' Burton cupped his hands over his eyes, the metal cylinder on his shoulder, and stared at the point indicated. He saw a faintly glowing body which seemed to be an eighth of the size of a full moon. When he put his hands down, he said, `A star?'

  Monat said, `I believe so. I thought I saw several other very faint bodies elsewhere in the sky, but I'm not sure. We will know when night comes.'

  `Where do you think we are?'

  `I would not know.' Monat gestured at the sun.

  `It is rising and so it will descend, and then night should come. I think that it would be best to prepare for the night. And for other events. It is warm and getting warmer, but the night may be cold and it might rain. We should build a shelter of some sort. And we should also think about finding food. Though I imagine that this device' – he indicated the cylinder – `will feed us.'

  Burton said, `What makes you think that?'

  `I looked inside mine. It contains dishes and cups, all empty now, but obviously made to be filled.' Burton felt less unreal. The being – the Tau Cetan – talked so pragmatically, so sensibly, that he provided an anchor to which Burton could tie his senses before they drifted away again. And, despite the repulsive alien-ness of the creature; he exuded a friendliness and an openness that warmed Burton. Moreover, any creature that came from a civilization which could span many trillions of miles of interstellar space must have very valuable knowledge and resources.

  Others were beginning to separate themselves from the crowd. A group of about ten men and women walked slowly toward him. Some were talking, but others were silent and wide-eyed. They did not seem to have a definite goal in mind; they just floated along like a cloud driven by a wind. When they got near Burton and Monat, they stopped walking.

  A man trailing the group especially attracted Burton's scrutiny. Monat was obviously non-human, but this fellow was subhuman or pre-human. He stood about five feet tall. He was squat and powerfully muscled. His head was thrust forward on a bowed and very thick neck. The forehead was low and slanting. The skull was long and narrow. Enormous supra-orbital ridges shadowed dark brown eyes. The nose was a smear of flesh with arching nostrils, and the bulging bones of his jaws pushed his thin lips out. He may have been covered with as much hair as an ape at one time, but now, like everybody else, he was stripped of hair.

  The huge hands looked as if they could squeeze water from a stone.

  He kept looking behind him as if he feared that someone was sneaking up on him. The human beings moved away from him when he approached them.

  But then another man walked up to him and said something to the subhuman in English. It was evident that the man did not expect to be understood but that he was trying to be friendly. His voice, however, was almost hoarse. The newcomer was a muscular youth about six feet tall. He had a face that looked handsome when he faced Burton but was comically craggy in profile. His eyes were green.

  The subhuman jumped a little when he was addressed. He peered at the grinning youth from under the bars of bone. Then he smiled, revealing large thick teeth, and spoke in a language Burg did not recognize. He pointed to himself and said something that sounded like Kaxzintuitruuabemss. Later, Burton would find out that it was his name and it meant Man- Who- Slew- The- Long- White- Tooth.

  The others consisted of five men and four women. Two of the men had known each other in Earthlife, and one of them had been married to one of the women. All were Italians or Slovenes who had died in Trieste, apparently about 1890, though he knew none of them.

  `You there,' Burton said, pointing to the man who had spoken in English. `Step forward. What is your name?' The man approached him hesitantly. He said, `You're English, right?' The man spoke with an American Midwest flatness.

  Burton held out his hand and said, `Yaas. Burton here.' The fellow raised hairless eyebrows and said, `Burton?' He leaned forward and peered at Burton's face. `It's hard to say . . . it couldn't be. . .'

  He straightened up.
`Name's Peter Frigate. F- R- I- G- A- T- E.' He looked around him and then said in a voice even more strained, `It's hard to talk coherently. Everybody's in such a state of shock, you know. I feel as if I'm coming apart. But . . . here we are. . . alive again . . . young again . . . no hellfire . . . not yet, anyway. Born in 1918, died 2008 . . . because of what this extra-Terrestrial did . . . don't hold it against him . . . only defending himself, you know.' Frigate's voice died away to a whisper. He grinned nervously at Monat.

  Burton said, `You know this . . . Monat Grrautut?' 'Not exactly,' Frigate said. `I saw enough of him on TV, of course, and heard enough and read enough about him.' He held out his hand as if he expected it to be rejected, smiled and they shook hands.

  Frigate said, `I think it'd be a good idea if we banded together. We may need protection.' `Why?' Burton said, though he knew well enough.

  `You know how rotten most humans are,' Frigate said. `Once people get used to being resurrected, they'll be fighting for women and food and anything that takes their fancy. And I think we ought to be buddies with this Neanderthal or whatever he is. Anyway, he'll be a good man in a fight.' Kazz, as he was named later on, seemed pathetically eager to be accepted at the same time, he was suspicious of anyone who got too close.

  A woman walked by then, muttering over and over in German, `My God! What have I done to offend Thee?' A man, both fists clenched and raised to shoulder height, was shouting in Yiddish, `My beard! My beard!

  Another man was, pointing at his genitals and saying in Slovenian, `They've made a Jew of me! A Jew! Do you think that … ? No, it couldn't be!' Burton grinned savagely and said, `It doesn't occur to him that maybe they have made a Mohammedan out of him or an Australian aborigine or an ancient Egyptian, all of whom practiced circumcision.'

  `What did he say?' asked Frigate. Burton translated; Frigate laughed.

  A woman hurried by; she was making a pathetic attempt to cover her breasts and her pubic regions with her hands. She was muttering, `What will they think, what will they think?' And she disappeared behind the trees.